Summer

I haven't posted in forever, because we moved! Soon after my last post, we got an offer on our house and everything was a whirlwind.

I then decided to go for the fun and wild color in my hair I've been dreaming about for years. I got a double process... And hated it. I stopped the teal color after I saw the platinum blonde.

Again, my own indecision and inability to communicate what I wanted had me in hair I hated.

I hated looking in the mirror.

Don't get me wrong... the cut was amazing but I just couldn't see past the ice blonde hair.

I have never in my life had the issues with self loathing as I have had this summer. I don't know if the hair color is related.

It was better when I wore makeup and when I dressed in dyt colors...which I generally don't do in the summer and on weekends.

Fed up, I went and bought a box of due to make it a warmer blonde. I hated it less, but it didn't last long.

I actually liked once the roots grew in, and it looked better when it started to go brassy... With dimension.

Finally decided to do it with a pro. New haircut is amazing, but way more than I've ever paid for a haircut before. How unlike me.

Color was the next day. Before....

And after....